Well, he is quite right in saying that I am writing my "last words" because after seeing both my parents suffered the agony of cancer, I just feel that life is short and beyond certain limit it's not within our control. I don't want to wait until the day that I am told my days are numbered! I may not remember all that I want to say to my children then.
I wish to share with them all my thoughts, my views, my experiences and my feelings now in this blog. I do not want to wait until the "last moment" as I may not have sufficient time to pour out everything in my heart. Besides, it would be impossible to get their feedback and I won't be able to provide explanation which may be necessary. This could lead to life-time regrets for some of my loved ones. At least now I can clarify and clear any doubt it may be in their hearts.
I do not know when will be "that critical moment" that I am "privileged" to say "my last words" . Would all of them be able to rush back to hear me for the last time? To think of it, we could just go any time, totally "unprepared", not to mention about leaving "last words"...... . Oh, there are too many uncertainties that I just can't leave everything to God. Definitely it's better to apply the theory of "getting ready earlier" which I mentioned in my earlier post so that I would not miss out anything at all.
So when "that moment" arrives, I could be more "relax" as I would have already said to all my children ALL "my last words".
